Resonance with Jazz

Confession
I too have finally succumbed with the masses that adore Blue Like Jazz by Donald Miller.
History
The book hit the scene in 2003 and seemed to me to enjoy an ever-growing adulation from Christians everywhere. It seemed everyone on the planet from every facet of my life was recommending this book. “Give me a break!” I thought even as I smiled and said, “Yeah, I should get around to reading that!” What could he possibly be selling that so many were buying as if they had never heard it before? Forgive my analogy if it offends, but it reeked to me of the “free-thinking” members of the UPCI who spend so much time defending their “open-mindedness” by arguing for television, beards or wearing jeans to church. In the end it’s just not a very big deal, nor are any of them indicative of a very radical line of thinking. Radical thinking undermines your ability to cope with tomorrow the same way you got through today. It stops you and makes you think…painfully. It challenges you on more than just your behavior. People don’t really tend to like the truly radical thoughts (isn’t this why so many of us avoid reading the Bible?). Therefore, by virtue of its seeming coolness and readability, I just didn’t buy that this book had anything very new and/or revelatory to say.
Reality
It was with some grudging assent that I agreed when my Home Friendship Group selected this as our next book for study in December. It was true that a number of people who recommended this book were people whose opinions I deeply respected on a number of other issues. And at least enough time had passed that I didn’t feel like such a trend follower!
Upon Reading It
In truth, this book resonated with me on very many personal points. So much so, I now find it hard to believe so many people had this same experience. Did everyone attend an unconventional four year college renowned for immorality where they experienced the unconditional love and acceptance they longed for (and did not find) in the church? Has everyone had a specific moment of realizing that being a Christian meant receiving/accepting love as well as giving it (his moment came cleaning a toilet, mine came in discussion following the watching of Moulin Rouge: “The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return”)? Has everyone lived with hippies who challenged their preconceptions of the divide between the world and the church? Has everyone intentionally moved in with housemates to counteract an unhealthy tendency to be too comfortable existing without community? Has everyone questioned whether blindly voting Republican was the Christian thing to do? Has everyone remained single into his or her thirties because they liked it and were happy?
Upon Reflection
Initially, I felt like it should be my book and could not accept its popularity as genuine. But then I realized that in all those recommendations others had made there were elements of personal resonance for them as well and I recognized that the book’s power rests in its ability to express something much more fundamental. We all really do have our own song of grace to sing in our own redeemed voice, but it’s a tune we sing in harmony with everyone else bought with a price.
P.S.
Thanks to all my friends who tried to get me to read this book much earlier! You were right, I was wrong!!! It is a wonderful book!














